And all the Defective*Impassioned# Emotions ...

Expression is so chief .Isn't it ?
So Decisive.

If I dont display emotion , if I dont display that rightly , I have so much to lose.
I might get disturbed , I might feel dejected.
But one valuable feeling I always win is "Strong Comfort".'Cause I've said it ! Maybe wrong & all reverse !
But I know I've let my Compactness out !




 

So , when my ?'s are not responded to ...
Yes ! at times its like "I didnt deserve this ... was this meant to be ? "
& then ?

Then .. I collect all my belief,my calm .... & some piece of my sensitive peace !
Sooner or later,My good will reflect back on the mirror of my strength !
I have realised Adoration for myself.

I have realised I'am internally motivated & I so inspire some beautiful souls around me ...
<3 Those Gorgeous beings light up so much win <3

I Smoke Dreams ♥

So much variance I grasp everyday , every moment ... be it with people around , or the nature revolving !
They effortlessly make me low without stepping into my shoes for even once !
But, this has not hammered my love for " i die for " things ...
I try dreaming something with loads of glow and smooth ..

The window pane throws a big light inside my room where I have kept all my li'l and large books ....with the fainted roses scattering out of the pale pages ! and I open my eyelids where I realise .. I have forgotten or I have lost all the smooth colors I saw last night ...

So the unpleasant,variant & numb emotions have helped me construct a den ....
& this shell fades all my anguish and affliction !

Maybe I will feel stronger and happier
Maybe I will leave all the sickness behind
Maybe just a li'l deep breath will make me feel fragrant
Maybe I will achieve the serenity I live for

Maybe I just want a walk around the shrubs and buds ....

This world is a huge white sheet .. I will play with the colors of my passion , I will fade strokes of ambition ...
I want to splash some glitter of smiles and create a Life what I call !

A goodluck cheery birthday to my girly :)

Here I send love filled in these balloons , wishes filled to the brim in the fashionable polka mug !
and a ladder of success to my Birthday princess "Sneha" ...  

She's an incredible Virgo ... takes it all in the moment :) whats wrong is wrong ... and whats the good is the best for her !
loves life ...
A great critic ..
These 21 years were fun .. awesome actually !
.............................................................................................. I've posted these awesome bling pink ( she loves pink) boots for her via Facebook ..........she's far !

Here's where her Soul resides  <3

Food is her best friend ! Gives her peace when she's blue ...
Makes her dance when she's happy !

To let you all know !
we laugh like crazzyy ! & yes right now I miss her & want to see her :)
She's beautiful .... amazing & intelligent ..
Lord has to bless her with all the best clothes , best food ... best guy ... best Life indeed <3
Happyy birthday to MY SISTER Wondergirl Sheaa !! * blowing sparkle candles*

THIS IS MY DIARY AMIGO

This is the only one friend who totally belongs to me , keeps my secrets and simultaneously shares them with the world in a way !

DearPrettyLife,
I just found out Er' de' Parfum loves me & completely snuggles into me , i so love it !!
I apply nail enamels , I play with my brown traces .... I pamper my skin , I curl up my lashes ! .... Same way I have to allocate the favorite pants and accessories in my cupboard , I have to untangle my best earrings .. those I love to collect and never wear :)

Life gets boring a while & awesome the other !

My Sky is a Different Canvas everyday !

These Purple-Red trees are too much of a fascination for me  :)

The road jam right in the morning at 6:30

This seems like a painting to me , where an artist has put
random brush strokes to express his blue mood in grey !

I tried to click this picture - no wait ! I wanted to see
how well can i follow the swift fly which was constantly attempting
to sit on my nose ! so I just tried to capture when it was sitting on the
window glass ! (not bad )

Soon it started Drizzling
(I only like when it drizzles , i dislike heavy rains )

I captured some of the views in my phone memory , as these skies spoke variant definitions of colors .. changing every few minutes !
I traveled from Dawn to Dusk by road ... watching a color change say " orange-grey-orange ".
I lazed sitting uneasy for the first 1 hour !
Trying to sleep as well as looking out at the sky ....
The chitterchatter of my sister and aunt, discomforted my nap ! I couldnt help but wake up ....

Later my sister craved for some "mithaii - indian relish made from milk and other nuts mostly "

And soon , it was Sunny !





We soon reached our destination , and boy ! Peace was it ! That house's room had such a
Pretty view .... oh my gosh !

When , I tried to drown in this depth of
the glass's liquid , trying to hypnotise my own
sensuality !

My favorite room
HOW MUCH I'AM STILL IN LOVEEE WITH THIS ....

Trying to be more Pellucid !

  Since past 15-20 days..I have a much clear version of people around , their intentions , their faces , their language...but I still feel that I lack the sagacity of my own betterment and wrong decisions!

I have met the people again whom i have met before , but I always see a constant change in them .. though they still seem the same forever! 
I pray for my friends and kin .. and others whom i hardly know .. .....The strangers whom I came across only once , and the aquaintances who were once strangers and became the people I know now !

Today, I have written a small note ( like i always do ) for my li'l cousin - sanjana...
telling her that she carries the luck and support of her wonderful parents ..
I hope one day she stands up to their expectations ... after all "mom & dad" are irreplaceable ... & .. everyone is not so wonderfully fated :)
I hope she feels good about what i have written for her .. ( she will read it after i am gone tonight )

I am going back with handful of experiences ,
so that whenever I come back i have something new to look upon !

Some things just remain Perfect forever :)

Pink City [ Jaipur , Rajasthan ] welcomed me with a hot breeze , the sands dusting my hair !
I reached there when the sun was just above my head ! A noon too hot !
Words are not enough to describe how much care i was given by my favorite aunt :)

I was given the best Lemonade , the best Mango Smoothie , the tastiest home made white pastano !!!

well , those were my daily appetizers :D
Now that i'am so attached to my Blog , the feeling was terrible when the network connections got me mad ! 4 days and no wifi !!?

Sick ~I had been to this city before , but  I never got a good chance to explore the pleasing & terrific aesthetics of the city - this time was it !!
I wanted to know all , about the Gem works , food , buildings , & culture of course !!

The typical Jaipur gem work 

Its amazing to know how the craftsmen make these beautiful pieces all with hands !
Yes , that is all hand made !
The work is so alluring , I just couldn't get my eyes off the fancy pretty colors of the jewels !


My best experience was at "Chokhi Dhani "
A mini Rajasthan in itself !

Chokhi Dhani enterance

This was the man who's Parrot attempted to tell me future by selecting a random number card.
How amazing - everything was so true !

The superb ginger tea stall

The enterance of the main diner !

Okay , to be true , the food was fantabulous

Another view of a part of chokhi dhani !

The Bangle shop

My eyes couldnt take the flash of the camera !
It was pretty dim in there !
(lovelyy fooood)

Pretty cloth shop